Have we lost the awe and wonder?
On Christmas Day 1863, amidst the backdrop of the American
Civil War, Henry Wadsworth Longfellow penned the words that would later become
one of our beloved Christmas carols. Two
years earlier his wife had died tragically when her dress caught fire in their
Massachusetts home. And just a few
months prior to this Christmas Day, his son, 17-year-old Charley, ran away from
home, hopped a train, and joined President Lincoln’s army, where soon, as a
soldier, he contracted typhoid fever and malaria and was shot in the shoulder
and sent home to recover. His father
stayed by his bed for weeks, nursing him slowly back toward health.
On this Christmas Day, Henry Wadsworth Longfellow wrote the
words to “I Heard the Bells on Christmas Day.”
Two verses, dealing specifically with the war, the hatred, and the thundering cannons, have now been omitted from the version we usually sing, but the first verses
we have preserved reflect the hopelessness in Longfellow’s heart. Longfellow on this Christmas Day was
surrounded by the Christmas carols and all the festive sights and sounds of the
season, but, also surrounded by war and sadness, the bells rang hollow and
meaningless to his ears. Empty joys,
empty words. He wrote these verses:
I heard the bells on Christmas day their old familiar carols play,
And wild and sweet the words repeat of peace on earth, good will to men.
And in despair I bowed my head: “There is no peace on earth,” I said,
For hate is strong, and mocks the song of peace on earth, good will to men.
This song brings tears to my eyes, not because I can personally
relate to the horrors of war or the depth of Longfellow’s personal suffering,
but because I too hear an emptiness in the sound of the bells. I too see a mocking, almost a hypocrisy, in our songs of peace on earth, good will to men. I see a Christian generation embittered by
battles, trying desperately to hold onto the fading memory of the baby in the
manger, and looking to blame others for losing him. Yet we know that we are the keepers of the
love born in Bethlehem, and that love, peace on earth, not blame or bitterness,
is our entrusted key.
Perhaps we have celebrated so many Christmases that they
have become routine and watered down in meaning to us. We enjoy the family fellowship, the exchange
of gifts, decorating our homes, the break from work and school, but does the
remembrance of that first Christmas still bring wonder and awe to our
souls? Are we still amazed that a
helpless little baby could be the swaddled love of God? Are we still astounded by those who came to
greet him? We love the story and maybe even recite it from memory, but has it become so familiar to
us that it has detached from our souls?
Have we unknowingly exchanged the true spirit of the Christ Child for
just words of a sweet story we love to retell once a year?
If so, if true meaning has been lost, can we find it again? I think yes, with prayer. The Christ Child was a
gift of love, unselfish and unconditional love, love that knows no bounds. And the message this baby would proclaim to
the world was a message of sharing such love with all of humankind. If we take the time to pray, not in mere
words, but in the depths of our spirit, we will find that love within us. It’s a compassionate love, a love that brings
peace. It will open our eyes to the
wounds of those around us. We will see
our own reflections in the eyes of the oppressed. We will remember those in our lives who are
facing their first Christmas with an empty seat at the table. We will remember those who are lonely every
day of the year, but most painfully so during the holidays. We will remember those who have lost their
jobs or whose jobs have been cut back so much that Christmas gifts for the
children will be difficult this year. We
will remember the coworker, the neighbor, the family member who needs a touch
today. We can reclaim the compassionate
love that was given to us that first Christmas in Bethlehem. It is meant to transform us.
Longfellow’s carol didn’t end in despair. One of the final verses goes like this:
Then pealed the bells more loud and deep: “God is not dead, nor does He sleep;
The wrong shall fail, the right prevail, with peace of earth, good will to men.”
The wrong shall fail, the right prevail, with peace of earth, good will to men.”
The peace is here.
The love of the Christ Child is not lost, but it is we, the followers of
the Child, who have lost sight of it, and it is we who can bring it back. May we this Christmas season remember the awe
and wonder of Bethlehem. May that wonder
rekindle the true spirit of Christmas within us. May the love and compassion of that first
Christmas live anew in us, touching those around us with healing and grace. For that is the meaning of the season.
An angel of the Lord appeared to them, and the glory of the Lord shone around them, and they were terrified. But the angel said to them, “Do not be afraid. I bring you good news that will cause great joy for all the people. Today in the town of David a Savior has been born to you; he is the Messiah, the Lord. This will be a sign to you: You will find a baby wrapped in cloths and lying in a manger.” Suddenly a great company of the heavenly host appeared with the angel, praising God and saying, “Glory to God in the highest heaven, and on earth peace to those on whom his favor rests.” (Luke 2:9-14)
“Let there be peace on earth, and let it begin with me.” (Jackson/Miller)
5 comments:
Inspiring and challenging.
Thank you, RuthAnn - I love hearing from you!
That brought tears to my eyes Kathy. Thank you!
Thank you, Joyce! Merry Christmas to you!
Merry Christmas to you also Kathy!
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